bleh. i think i gave someone the wrong signal. okay, so i shouldn't have flirted at all... bbuut it was harmless flirting. like who doesnt do it right? oh well all i have to do now is play ice queen.

i'm such a couch potato!! yikes. been in front of the tv ever since i woke up. haha supposed to be studying for french exam man! its next week! ugh. yucks. i hate studying. i like french but dun wanna study. cable tv is addictive! they have endless programmes. haha i've been watching so much i know what is when!

gee its almost the end of the year. its fast! time really flies.. like zoom zoom zoom zoom whoosh! right. time for new year resolutions... again. haha here goes...

~mmm... new year new guy? *wink* rodrigo santoro would be nice! yummy.
~how abt i shld try to be a little more harworking? and i will not miss a class.
~definitely a closer walk with God! i'm drifting away AGAIN! =(
~oh! a hundred sit-ups a day! and i must go to the gym at least ONCE a week!! cant rem the last time i went to gym.

that should do it for now.

hahaha marianne and me did our own serendipity! hahahaha now all we have to do is wait....

Love Actually

Love Actually is whoa! its beautiful!!! i wanna watch it again! and again and again and again! Rodrigo Santoro is deliciously gorgeous! i found my dream guy! he's gorgeous, well built and he's 1.9m! *faint* i looooove him!

sheesh i tot i was over luke... lalalala but i'm hopelessly in love with him. tsk tsk! haha guess sometimes i'm just using my crush as a substitute for luke... tres mal.. its not good, i know. *grin*

confession time: i was going out till late the past few days just to make him jealous. ok not exactly jealous. he's not the jealous kind. out of spite maybe? wanted him to know that my life doesnt revolve around him alone! but no one deserves to be used as a substitute. so i will stop it this very moment! will not flirt around and give that guy the wrong impression... *innocent grin* why is it that i can never stay angry with luke for long? its like i can be really pissed off and irritated with him but then all he has to do is just talk to me and then i'll melt like ice cream in the sun and forgot that i'm supposed to be still fuming. goodness gracious. i'm positively hopeless. oh man i so hope he doesnt ever see this page! hahahaha but then again, he knows me so well, he probably already knew what i have been writing...

ooooh did i mention that there's this abosultely GORGEOUS guy in the show tooo?? sighz.. *dreamy smile* he's so delicous! he gets 10/10. i can just have him for breakfast, lunch and dinner forever!

got my results... it's crap. worse than before. ok this has got to be the WORST ever! *sobz* but that's not the end yet! the worst worst worst thing is that i dun have enough credits to qualify for my attachment! *wails* i so badly want to go for attachment coz i need this break away from school! i'm so drained now, i really cant go through 1 more sem! but guess what that stupid, irritating, horrid and absolutely unhelpful counseller of mine said?! he asked me to take a break frm school if i really need one! that toot is forever asking me to quit my course and do something else. yes i know i shld have never done computer engineering... it's like digging my own grave. especially since i know nuts about computers and electronics and whatever. but i DID pray about it when making my choice and this was the answer i got frm God. at least i think it was! if i'd listened to myself, i would have definitely tried for law! that is what i wanted to do for as long as i can remember! law was the top of the lists amongst the others. and engineering was not even on the list! what more COMPUTER engineering! *sigh* but if this was the path that God wanted me to take, why is everything not going well? alright, i shldnt just dwell on the bad. God was carrying me all these time. i wld never have made it through to 3rd yr without Him!

home alone. bored and hungry. and its all luke's fault! im feeling too lazy to go out. maybe if someone come pick me up i'll go. but take a bus/train/taxi out?! i'll pass...

feels weird being home all alone.. maybe i should have gone korea too? my 1 week rendezvous is not going as planned!!!! argh! WHY?! *sigh* see, that's why i dun like to plan stuff. coz things always dun go according to my plan and i'll get pissed.

things between me and queenie seem ok. keyword: seem. its not like before.. somehow i dun feel that our friendship is back to the same level as it was. something's missing. i duno what it is. trust? i suppose its the same as when a vase is broken, it will never look the same even though it may be fixed.. the cracks will still be there... *shrugz* guess i lost a good friend. but then no loss no gain.. i've got Nel! She's great! =) there's always that silver lining of the cloud. haha something like that.. cant remember how it goes. that hiccup with queenie made me realised that actually i have lots of good friend around me! just that i was too stuck to 1 friend that i didnt really notice the others around me.

french test was hilarious.. haha blatently copying!! tsktsk we are all so horrible. i dun even know y i ever wanted to do french! its insane. all those du, de, da, la, le, a, au, eu, aux blah blah. and everything i know must X2 coz got masculine and feminine. *faint* let's not even get started on the conjugation of verbs.

i totally dun understand LOTR. was watching the part 2 just now. finally survived the show and finished it! haha if not because i agreed to watch part 3 tmr, i wldnt even start on it! should i go centro on fri?... or shld i go to nel's friend's party? or should i go out with luke? so much for him promising to keep me company. *rolls eyes* today's already wed and its almost the end. i should have known.. lalalala im sooo sleepy... maybe i'll have an early night today!

je veux francais essai demain.. je ne comprends pas. je ne etudie pas francais! je veux dormir! hahaha i give up! if i write the whole thing in french it's going to take forever! i'm so sleepy but i have a french test tmr! sighz... kk i WILL start studying sometime soon.. oooh guess what! i think i have a new crush! love the eyes! big and nice! *grin* i'm dozing off... *yawnz*