i'm in the reading room now, apparently trying to study. but i've been at the same line since an hour ago. somehow the sentence refuses to be digested and it doesn't make any sense to me at all! it's like gibberish. my brain refuses and is vehemently protesting against making any sense out of it. tsk. then what do you expect me to do right? even my brain is throwing a tantrum!

terribly hungry. and sleepy too! *pouts*

it ALWAYS has to rain on tuesday mornings. ALWAYS! for so many weeks already. the weather has to be condusive for sleeping in JUST when i have a class which i cannot afford to miss. tsk tsk. i have international business law class on tuesday mornings and for the (i think) 3rd or 4th week consecutively, it has been raining heavily every time! the most annoying thing is that it doesn't rain on wednesdays, when i have NO classes at all! it has to be all hot and crummy on wednesdays. ANGRY!!!!!

i might just go ahead and do a masters in financial engineering. it's the only masters program from business school which doesn't require prior work experience. and plus the job prospects are really good too. *grin* ANYTHING that doesn't have ANYTHING to do with engineering! ANY job WITHOUT china people or indians. i've had more than enough of them already! too many too many! ugh!

can't help but realise how much of a recluse i'm starting to be. i hardly go out anymore, hardly go clubbing, hardly go shopping... i'm hardly doing anything! am i just getting old and lazy? *gasp* am i slowly, but surely becoming an old foggy??!! i can't find the energy to go clubbing anymore. or maybe it's coz the girls that i used to go with hardly go anymore? i miss clubbing with nel and kathy! those months during attachement was the best! hah. we had so much time and money (and energy) that we could go clubbing every other week! no school work, no exams, no nothing! eh kathy? *grin* phuture's gonna closed for a month... guess no clubbing for me just before exams. hah. i remember how i used to skip down to phuture just weeks before the exams. people would be cramming themselves silly and burying their heads in books and there i was, getting ready to party. hah! those were the days. how come i can't find the same energy to go clubbing nowadays? i'm simply contented with just lazing around in hall! tsk!

*yawn* bored... mmmn no, i'm not really bored, to be exact. i just don't feel like doing anything. i don't know what i want to do. don't feel like studying (yes, once upon a time, i did have the zest to study. bleh!), don't feel like clubbing either. maybe my lack of enthusiasm for anything is because i haven't been shopping. shopping makes me happy. and i haven't been shopping for weeks, no, months! *pouts* i think i just found the solution to me feeling bored.

what i cannot understand is how those "ah lians" love to spell "me" as "mi". *rolls eyes* does it make the word look nicer? absolutely NOT. is it a shorter way to spell it? definitely NOT. maybe they think it's like hanyin pinyin? tsktsk. will it kill them to spell correctly??? are the consequences of using "me" instead of "mi" really fatal to them? "mi" looks damn irritating. what's with all the distortion of the english language anyway? like you becomes u, for becomes 4, later becomes l8ter (i really don't know how that one came about!) all it does is either replace a couple of alphabets with numbers or omitting some alphabets, that's all! is a including a couple of alphabets really such a chore?? i hardly think so! the result is definitly much more pleasant to the eye than all those funny weird kind of neither english or slinglish. at least words like "lah" are still fairly acceptable... it just makes the sentance more informal, it is not an eye sore!

there! i've finally said my piece about those "ah lians" who can't spell for nuts. the "mi" thing has been bugging me for ages! hahaha

my accounting tutor is so damn irritating!!! she's so auntie and so naggy!!! and long winded and over enthusiastic and cannot teach. think she'll probably feel more at home in the market place, squabbling over prices with the fish mongers!!! argh. 10 more weeks of her, i don't know how i can tolerate her. it's only the 3rd week and i feel like slapping her already!!! this week she took her auntie-ness up another notch. she wanted all of us to put our work on the table so she can check one by one to see if we have done our work. *faint* can you believe it?!! oh my goodness. gggrrrr. mighty irritating, ain't she?

sleepy... today's the perfect day to sleep in coz it's cold and rainy BUT i have lessons. tsk. next one's at 530 and i'm here just whiling my time away. how long does the honeymoon period usually lasts? i always thought mine would last forever... but maybe i'm wrong.

i want everything around me to be like a fairytale, always with a happy ending... i wanna be treated like a princess... i wanna be pampered, be smothered with attention and be doted on endlessly... i want my happily ever after.

the 8th wonder of the world

it's friday night AND i'm not out.. AND i'm actually STUDYING! AND it's only the 3rd week of school. amazing huh? and somehow i wasn't distracted by anything else around me. it wasn't the usual 15-30 mins of studying followed by 3 hours of games and tv and anything else but books. hah.

maybe it's just accounting.. maybe as long as it doesn't have anything to do with computer engineering...

and these are the little things which make me smile!

on the way home just now, i saw a cloud which looked like dumbo, the flying elephant, chasing a ball.. hehe how cute. i love looking at clouds!! they come in all sorts of shapes and sizes and always change shape with the wind... *dreamy sigh* don't the clouds just amaze you? they looks so white and fluffy and light and soft! makes you wanna hug it. but then i don't think you can ever put your hand through it and hold it. i wanna touch the clouds! i never fail to be fascinated whenever the aeroplane goes through a huge cloud and hits turbulance. hehe i will peer out of the window and look into the cloud. but all i see is white fluff. they look so huggable yet untouchable! *pouts*

gggrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so damn freaking pissed! just realised i lost my favorite bikini. some china girl must have taken it. they are like the only ones staying on the same floor. if it's not china woman then must be some other girl from a 3rd world country like vietnam or some thing. argh! i liked that bikini the most!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pissed pissed pissed pissed. i hope whoever took it rots and dies.

of ALL the things in the world from which the mosquito can choose to live on, it has to choose blood! what are the odds?

mosquitoes are not even good for anything! a bee pollinates flowers, a dog is a man's best friend, a cat catches mice blah blah blah. but what does a mosquito do? stick their prickly butt into people, take the blood and leave a big red itching spot. horridly impolite too, leaving a red itching spot in exchange for our blood! you would think that the least it could do is not make the aftermath of the bite so irritatingly itchy! i hate mosquitoes! stupid irritating pesky blood sucking 6 legged creature with wings and a sting.

i actually made it to all my lessons today AND paid attention for most part of it (like maybe 90%). hah. isn't that a wonder?

i'm insanely hungry right now. *faint*