i had my fill of apple shooters. yum!! hee this is my new favourite drink!!!

i'm going to party!!! yay!!!! *excited*

Get Tangled Up In Me

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kickin' the coke machine
I'm the one that's honkin' at you cause I left late again

Hey, Hey, Hey
Can't you see I want you
By the way I push you away
Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm actin' today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Hey, hey, get tangled up in me

You wanna know more, more, more, about me
Gotta know reverse psychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see

Hey, Hey, Hey Can't you see I want you

By the way I push you away

Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm actin' today

Mix the words up with the actions

Do it all for your reaction, yeah

Hey, hey, get tangled up in me

You think that you know me
(Tangled up in)
You think that i'm only
(Tangled up in me)
When everything i do is only to get tangled up in you

You wanna know more, more, more, about me
I'm the girl that's sweepin' you off your feet

Hey, Hey, Hey
Can't you see I want you
By the way i push you away
Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm actin' today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Hey, hey, get tangled up in me

if there's homicide and suicide, what do you call killed by homework?

there must be some term for being killed by homework right? some say homie-workie-cide, homeworkcide and fucked up. hahaha there were others but i can't remember. heee

i personally feel it's the lecturers motive to kill us all so they don't have to work and still get a fat pay. *humph*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JR!!!!

happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to JR!!!!
happy birthday to you!!

HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYY!!!! *grin* have a great fun filled day!! and may all the good things come your way. *HUGS* study hard yeah? see ya at Merrill Lynch someday soon! *wink*

(hey, watch this space for your birthday pressie k??)

*yawn* it's 10plus and i just woke up from my nap. heee! decided to indulge myself today. overdid myself this week. i marvel at the amount of studying i did. okay, it's probably not alot to others, but for me, it's enough to make anyone sit up. lets see... almost 20hrs in total? pretty impressive huh? *grin* i've been a good gal this week!

everyone's invited!

recipes are here.

i've got the music and the drinks.

ambience is perfect.

what else are you waiting for?

i've been a good girl today. spent the whole afternoon in the reading room reading my notes. =) i think i finally have an idea what my final year project (fyp) is about. heee.

i have a sudden craving for apple shooters. it's not helping that nel's msn nick is now "apple shooter". *pouts*

damn, why must NTU is on one end of the island! it makes going out so terribly inconvenient. the only thing that's stopping me from clubbbing today is the taxi fare back. i can get a lambo for that price!! *humph*

tsk tsk. it always starts raining after i wake up and decide to go to school. always!! and this leaves me stranded in hall coz i have no brolly. *humph*

some people are just so dumb!!!

ggrrrrr!!!!!! why are some people just so stupid? why? why? why? why don't they have the littlest bit of business sense or common sense, at least?! *rolls eyes* we're supposed to do a business plan as a project for the HRM module i'm taking. and they dumped the market analysis and marketing part to me. while 3 of them merrily do the development and production plan and another does the contingency plan and risk analysis section. but pray, do tell, how do you come out with the development and production plan WITHOUT a market analysis?! HUH?! aren't they simply amazing? and they need 3 people to do that even though the market analysis AND marketing its the meat of the biz plan. i get TWO sections; 3 people share 1 part. WOW. absolutly brilliant.

i've been asking them to send me their findings on the research they did but nothing's happeneing. *scowl* and i did tell them that the market analysis is not as small a part as they make it out to be but did they listen? NO. they insisted it's easy peasy, and so i believed them coz after all they went for lectures, not me. naturally i would assume they would know better right? NO. i'm just flipping through my lecture notes and the fury is building up, temperature arising by the second!!! market analysis is HUGE chunk. *too angry to say anything else*

was just complaining to my roomie who's from business. and she's amazed at how they can just cut up the biz plan into sections and do individually. she agrees that market analysis IS the most important part of the biz plan and should be done first before everything else! gee. looks like i'm the only one in my group with business sense and common sense.

i need a puching bag! NOW!!!

suddenly...

i miss the friends i used to hang out with. what happened to them all? everyone seems to be busy with their own lives, school and the other half...

i miss the things i used to do: shopping in the afternoons; sipping ice-cold fraups and pinching delicious chocolate desserts while watching people pass us by (of course not without some constructive critisisms! heh); idle and juicy girlie talks; having a zillion crushes and getting all excited; late night telephone conversations; strolling by the beach; tanning; the little notes we used to write to each other; watching movies on weekday afternoons...

i miss AC badly. i miss the people. i miss the teachers. bitchy as some of the people might have been, i still miss it all the same. it was fun. the cute guys; the gossips; the canteen; our void deck; playing bridge in all the possible parts of the school (from playing blatently in the void deck to locking ourselves in the container classrooms); PE lessons; the PE teachers; skipping lessons and running off to town in the next taxi we see; morning assemblies; chapels; the stunts those guys pulled; the stories; the punks we played; the bitching; the fun we had; the tears we cried; the silly things we did. everything. these are the things that make us; these are the things that make AC; these are the things that make it different. (probably the very same things that other schools hate us for! hahaha)

i miss the simple things in life: falling in love; pretty bouquets of flowers; little suprises; heart flips at the sight of that special someone; going to dinners and movies with the someone, or simply just hanging out with him. the days of wild innocence seems to have passed on with time. what happened to those days?

oooh long hot showers are amazing! i love them! especially on a cold night like this! and the next best thing after a hot shower is to snuggle up in bed!

*curls up in bed*

my right wrist is swollen! *upset* first it was bruised. now it swelled up. don't know how i got the bruise in the first place! i can't remember. i don't remember alot of things.

yay!! i'm getting a cockiel spaniel!!!! *grin*

benefits of sex~

Did you know that you could tell from the skin whether a person is sexually active or not?

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. It is 10 times more effective than Valium.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

what are you waiting for? *grin*

just a thought...

if you can have FBs, how about KBs?

(oh, KB = kissing buddies. i just coined that term. *grin*)

one of my lesser known weakness: kisses

heh heh heh. i have a terrible weakness for kisses. (of course they have to be delivered by a decent-enough looking guy...)

i love my mummy! she has a way of making everything right and an explanation for everything! just told her about my nightmare. i asked her why it only came back to me after so many years. and she said coz it was something that i saw and scared me and it was always at the back of my mind but never had the chance to surface coz i always had other things on my mind. it only floated up now and came to me as a dream when i'm sleeping coz that's why my mind is idle and not thinking about any other thing. it's not something that i should worry myself silly over, and i should pray and ask God to cast my fear away.

don't you just marvel at how mothers have a reason for everything? and that it actually does make sense? is it a gift that comes with being a mother? how come they seem to always have an explanation for everything? will i know everything when i become a mother someday too?

my surreal nightmare

had this disturbing dream. in my dream, i was on holiday with my family and friends and we were visiting some supposedly spectacular natural waterfall of some sort.

(i can't exactly remember what it is and you got to excuse my limited vocabulary. it's still really early in the morning and i haven't exactly woken up so i'm struggling to dig out words from my cobwebby brain)

right. back to the dream. so we were all going to go down this path to take a look at the breath-taking scenery when mummy suddenly pulled me and my friend's girlfriend aside and said maybe we shouldn't take a look coz someone just committed suicide the night before and the body was still there. but if i thought i could handle it, i ought to take a look at the scenery from that point coz the sight is really beautiful. (ah! i think i remember now. it's some look-out point from the edge of a cliff or something)

at that point i woke up. something about that dream wasn't right. then it struck me that it wasn't just a dream. it was real. it was back when i was 12. we were at a waterfall in new zealand. and someone did commit suicide. i remember it clearly now. there was this pair of ballerina slippers at the edge and the body was at the bottom. a long way down...

*goosebumps* it's giving me the creeps now. somewhat haunting me...

ah, if only we lived in a simpler world! without the games, schemes, lies, deceit and whatnots, life would be much simpler and stress free!

i'm a simple girl with simple needs: just give me the sun, waves, sand, beach and cool breeze! i'll do away with the beemer cabrio for now, but i still want my beachfront house. heee

tucked away on a beautiful island with my cute hunkalicious guy... mmmm... life the way i want it!! i could live like that forever! *dreamy smile*