it's official: this attachment has made me put on weight.

the weighing scale is my enemy. i dare not take my weight. if it's anything close to 50kg i think i will faint. everyone who has seen me haa said that i've put on weight on my face and arms. even luke who saw a picture i took last year said i looked like i put on some weight. and i was like, hahaha that picture was taken last year. if i looked fatter in that picture, i'm even fatter now!!

although they're saying me putting on weight is a good thing coz i was so skinny before i should still stop eating so much else i will put on even more weight. and it wouldn't be such a good thing anymore. my arms are getting too flabby, so are my legs. and my tum tum tooo.... *sobz*