what makes the world go round?

what makes the world go round? some say love, some say money... *shrugs* i say time makes the world go round and round and round and round, so much so the world is spinning faster and faster and before you know it, it's the middle of december! how did we get here!

by the end of the year, i would have attended 5 weddings and a funeral (missed alicia's wedding, or it would be 6 weddings and a funeral). weddings and funerals.. both make me take a moment to stop and look at my life. haha i know, it's the weirdest thing for weddings and funerals to have anything in common at all. no, but seriously. as much as funerals freak me out, it makes me stop and look at my life. i wonder how i'm going to die next time. or what's going to happen if i die now. i'm sure my absence will be felt.. and i know i will be missed! haha and then i feel sad coz i don't want to leave my loved ones and friends behind. will i be looking down from above? it's a weird feeling. and then there's weddings. weddings make me stop and look at my life. i look at the happily married couple and i wonder if i will get there sometime. it looks so fun getting married, the wedding banquet, the beautiful gown, the serenity of a church wedding. everything about weddings is just so magical. that moment when the bride walks in and all eyes are on her. her husband-to-be at the end of the aisle looking adoringly at her. and then i wonder, will i ever find that someone i want to share the rest of my life with? how will i know he's the one? i've asked my friends who are married or getting married. they just smile and say you'll just know. oh well!