april 2008

i want april back. april was a good month. why did it have to end? (almost) everything was perfect in april. sigh. april or any other month before may. everything went wrong after may. never mind if i only saw him once in april. that one time was enough. and besides, he called me everyday in april. after may, everything just went wrong. so what if i saw him at least twice a week for the whole of june? it was always at clubs and parties. not like he talked to me anyway. he hasn't been calling me much of late. i hear from him once in like 3 or 4 weeks? sigh. and he's going to be away for the next 3 weeks. in the forests of the neighbouring country. why like that. sad. emo.