kinda hungry but also kinda lazy to go downstairs for food. haven't eaten dinnner. came home about 6 and hit the bed immediately. whatever that pulled me to my bed was stronger than gravitational pull. i was SO in need of sleep. got up at 730am this morning because that stupid gmat test was at 845am. it's insane. any time in the morning is NOT a good time to take a 4 hour test. yeap! 4 hours. you read it right. 4 hours straight. *yawn* if i can't even get my eyes to open, how do i get my brain to cooperate and think! by the time i finished the test at 1230pm, i felt ready to call it a day. i can't even sit through an hour of lecture. i can't believed i finished a 4 hour test which started at 845am.

oh and for the record, i was the youngest person taking the test. hahaha. the rest were all working class people (and i'm guessing that 830 mornings are a norm for them too).

i think i'm still not used to the idea that i have finally finished school and am no longer considered a student. when people ask me what i'm doing right now, the phrase "i'm studying" just rolls right off the tip of my tongue! like clockwork. i really don't intend to say it but it's automatic. auto-pilot. it is not until i hear myself out loud that i quickly correct it. but then the response to "oh i've finished studying" is "so are you working now?". damn i hate that question. seriously. i like what i have right now: time for myself. why do people want to crucify you for that? they have a way of making you feel guilty doing something that you actually like. (i know who can identify totally with me on this one. minghong! hahaha she and me are two peas from the same pod. she's just about as bum as me, if not even more. she graduated earlier than me, worked for a couple of months and then that's it. not actively looking for a job now either. that's my girl!)