mummy told me my brother got his driving license already. my reply: so? i seriously do not care. i told her not to tell me anything which has got to do with him and his driving or i will start that argument about why is he allowed to take driving at 19 but not me. i also told her i anticipated this 4 years ago. if i were her, i would not argue with me. i am so fucking pissed off. i know she will not mention anything about my brother's license to me ever again because she knows that i will not hesitate to start a quarrel. and this is a quarrel i'm going to win. she's my mother, she knows that i have been holding my tongue on this topic for the longest time. i'm like a timebomb, waiting to explode anytime.

i am officially going to throw tantrums for the weeks to come. it has already started. i stormed right into the house just now and i'm not speaking to anyone of them, unless necessary. i'm like a huge field filled with landmines. watch me throw tantrums for the next few days and even weeks. watch me get my way. watch how they will all indulge me. my bet is that she will just let me be, leave me to sulk and not cross my path. she will not ask me why am i throwing tantrums (because she so obviously knows why) or even scold me for throwing tantrums because that will only serve as a cue for me to start that quarrel. and if my brother is going to be driving this weekend, you bet i will refuse to get into the car. it might not be his fault but i don't care.