im supposed to be broke. yet i just bought i-duno-what (and i probably dun even need them.) frm victoria's secrets. nel said something about champagne and strawberries and it being very cheap. compulsive shopping disorder? almost there! haha im working on it!

all these makes me wanna go drink champagne and strawberries! *slurp* (cant believe i can even think about drinking when my stomach's still churning!)

my fling... hmmm realised he's kinda fun. so he's is just playing with me eh? haha well done. no one plays with ME! well, he can be prepared to be messed around with! *evil grin* takes 2 to play the game anyway! hahaa silly nel. she said that it makes no difference, coz i'm also playing. bleh! yeah i like him a teeny weeny bit. that's bad! hahaha will have to keep that in check!

*yawn* i want my bed. curl up under the sheets. and just snuggle up. lovely! =) and a relaxing good massage to top it off. that's the best! like whipped cream and chocolate fudge on top of ice cream. (why does my stomach make a little somersault everytime i mention food? hmmm)

i'm hungry. but i daren't eat. might puke everything out. =( hate feeling sick. sux. worse, so sick still must work. (not like im doing any work now. but STILL!) how pathetic. for the umpteenth time, i want a bed and a massage. *sigh*

i wanna go on a holiday. get out of here for awhile. to..... aust? HK? bintan? europe? states? have the urge to go horseriding. =( havnt been on a holiday in a year! singapore is suffocating. ugh. mummy and daddy are thinking of migrating. to Perth. so does my other aunties and uncles. sure, i want to get out of here. but not Perth! if it has to be australia, i rather go mel or sydney!! Perth is too boring. guess i could live with horseriding and tanning everyday. that would be nice. but on the other hand, i don't want to leave. coz after all, here is still home. all my darling friends will be here. maybe they can all migrate, but leave 1 house here for the kids when we are back. think all the parents want to retire there. haha me and chung yee could fly there every weekend to visit! hee how relaxing. ahhhh just thinking about it makes me feel better already! am i a dreamer or am i just a dreamer? *lol*